I'd cheat destiny just to be near you.

"Is this a happy ending, Cerastes?" Polaris asked me, standing in the chilly garden of the hospital. He had thrust his hands into his pockets and was staring at the road, idly.

"No," I told him. "There are no happy endings, Polaris. There are happy moments; times we stop and find ourselves joyful. But they're not endings. The only endings are when people die."

He gave me a sharp and all-too-perceptive look; this was not the laughing Polaris who came to my town and upset my happy life nine months ago. Then again, I was not the shallow shopkeeper who had sold him his book, nine months ago.

"I thought death could make me happy."

"Death only makes you dead, Polaris."

- 'Cartographer's Craft', by Copperbadge

··············· twenty year old daydreamer; vancouver; ubc ·················

I keep thinking that someday I'll find what I'm looking for, but the days drag on listlessly and all I've been doing is waiting. What would it take for you to love me?

I’m in love with you because you make me feel safe. It sounds corny and vague. People always talk about feeling safe with someone and you wonder what it even means. I still don’t really know. All I know is that when I’m with you, I feel like I’m clutching a giant thing of pepper spray or reliving a moment of being carried to bed by my parents when I was five years old and fell asleep in front of the television. All day long, I can feel fragile, like a raw nerve, and when I come home to you, it’s like I just put on the thickest winter coat and installed bulletproof windows in my apartment. ‘Honey, I’m home…and no longer terrified.’
— Ryan O’Connell, This is Why I’m in Love With You (via larmoyante)

(via ghostfairys)

Try to love yourself as much as you want someone else to.
— my english teacher (via msndobrev)

(Source: snorlaxatives, via givingblowjobs)


I am trying to remember you,
let you go,
the same time.
— Nayyirah Waheed  (via i8yurcookie)

(Source: wordsthat-speak, via unsoothed)

Don’t think about what can happen in a month. Don’t think about what can happen in a year. Just focus on the 24 hours in front of you and do what you can to get closer to where you want to be.
— (via thefinest-blog)

(Source: natural-lifters, via indefectibly)


if i keep on pretending that i am happy, maybe i will really be happy one day

— 快乐是什么的感觉 (what does happiness feel like?)

(Source: hopelessbaka, via 715124)

Sadness gives depth. Happiness gives height. Sadness gives roots. Happiness gives branches. Happiness is like a tree going into the sky, and sadness is like the roots going down into the womb of the earth. Both are needed, and the higher a tree goes, the deeper it goes, simultaneously. The bigger the tree, the bigger will be its roots. In fact, it is always in proportion. That’s its balance.
OshoEveryday Osho: 365 Daily Meditations for the Here and Now (via feellng)

(via 8ones)

It’s funny how artistic we become when our hearts are broken.
— Hotel Books, I Always Thought I Would Be Okay (via porodise)

(Source: notaweirdo, via classybrute)